Pray and ask the Lord to give you clarity and Understanding.Your mind is your greatest source of power other than your tougne. If the enemy can arrack your mind then you become his puppet, but if you allow God to transform you by the renewing of your mind,then you can be made whole.
There's a greater purpose to life then just meeting people. The fact that your still waking up every morning,proves that you have meaning here. Otherwise why continue to breathe? Only dead things have no purpose,and you my friend are not dead.